Post by KARMA AYOMI STONES on Jul 5, 2012 11:56:08 GMT -5
| [atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 460px; background-image: url(http://i44.tinypic.com/34fb0ns.jpg);-moz-border-radius: 0px 0px 0px 0px; -webkit-border-radius: 0px 0px 0px 0px; border: 4px ridge #cbc5ca, bTable][tr][cs=2] Karma Ayomi Stones. Nineteen. College Student. Emily Browning. | |
[rs=2] | Kammie slid to the floor, letting the hot water wash over her. It soothed her body in a way nothing else could, but it wouldn't wash away her emotions. Her phone buzzed on the nearby counter, reminding her of the boy she thought she'd fallen in love with. What part of "we're over" did he not understand? She closed her eyes and let a single sob out before succumbing to the familiar numbness she had used as a mask before he came along. A year and a half has passed since I dumped him. I've moved on, or so I believe. I refuse to acknowledge the damage that relationship caused. I'd like to think that I'm not interested in a family, a husband, someone to share my life with. I'd like to believe that I can fall in love again, if the right person comes along. I'd like to say that I am a successful person. But I'm not. I still love helping others, and I'm always willing to lend an ear or a shoulder to cry on. If you need something, you know I will help. Hell, I'll even date. Just realize the one thing I am never parting with is my heart. My name is Karma Ayomi Stones, but I usually go by Kammie. I come from a military family that ended up settling in San Antonio, Texas. I hate the humidity of the South, and miss the snow even more. Orange County isn't much better, but this was the only college north of San Antonio that offered me enough scholarships to keep me floating barely above debt. I love to read and write, and I'm also an avid gamer. I've played sports before, but my body isn't anywhere near where it was in high school. I'd like to change that, but I'm afraid of putting myself out there to fail again. I have a thing against drinking that I can't quite explain. There's no logical reasoning behind it, no alcoholic family members or friends, but I stay away from drinking situations. I don't expect that others take the same stance as me, but I do expect that they respect my choice. Besides that, I'm just learning about who I am and trying to enjoy the view along the way. |
Perfectionist. Compassionate. Commitment Issues. ------------------------------- Kammie |
